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Unstoppable
03:40
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Dreams were
All that I had to get away
Now that my dreams hurt
Why can't I seem to stay awake
Trashing everything I come across
Just to cope with something I didn't know I lost
Until I break
I've got
Something in me exploding out
At some point I forgot
How to stop being screwed up aloud
I can't get these visions outta my head
What was sanity is somehow long since dead
And I can't stop
Doesn't matter
What comes after
I'm unstoppable
I can't stop it
'Til I drop dead
'Cause I'm unstoppable
And I'm flaming out so stay out
Of the fireball
Maybe
I can't help but get in the way
If I could leave me
I'd do it every god damn day
Could I be any more out of my mind
How can anyone live this tone-deaf and blind
I've got to get out
Doesn't matter
What comes after
I'm unstoppable
I can't stop it
'Til I drop dead
'Cause I'm unstoppable
Once I've starting shattering
I will tear the world apart
What if I'm not crazy after all
What if this is just the start of an odd fall
And everything sucks
Doesn't matter
What comes after
I'm unstoppable
I can't stop it
'Til I drop dead
'Cause I'm unstoppable
Better get out of my way
I'm not giving up today
Make the god that sees me say
Unstoppable
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Merrigoround (2018 Mix)
02:51
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Merrigoround
If life is just a thrill ride
Then why aren't you screaming
I have been on sidewalks with more twists than that
The one ride that draws me in has
Got to be this boat that we're in
Where we just keep going round and round again
This is our merrigoround
We are stuck on a whirligig
No matter how many times we go round
I still love you
Well I'm deaf but I hear you sing
And I'm blind in the morning
But I see the sun each time I see your face
When I hate myself to death it's
Loving you that restores my breath
And I rise again to fall down at your side
This is our merrigoround
We are stuck on a whirligig
No matter how many times we go round
I still love you
And there's one thing that I know
And that's you are everything
And it's so hard to try to explain
Why I'm revolving
Revolving
The one ride that draws me in has
Got to be this boat that we're in
Where we just keep going round and round again
This is our merrigoround
We are stuck on a whirligig
No matter how many times we go round
I still love you
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Novocaine
03:46
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Please don't leave a mark
This feels so old somehow
Waiting in the dark
I'm getting cold and now
There go the colors
There goes sensation
There go the memories
There goes elation
Just a little pinch
And now it's over
Didn't even flinch
And I've got closure
I think I'm broken
And because of it
I can't feel a thing anymore
I think I love it
Don't you understand
It doesn't hurt it's
All part of the plan
I'm sure it's worth it
Flatline experience
Sunrise of gray
I've given my heart a shot
Of novocaine
Ah~ Carry on, carry on
I'll be the one I lean upon
Every waking breath
Has been absorbed in a
Haze that reeks of death
It's like the floor is gone
I can't believe it
It's like I'm flying
I wish I could feel what it's like
I might be crying
Just look at my hands
They won't stop shaking I'm
Not sure that I can
Stop myself breaking
Can anyone hear me
Inside of my brain
I need just one more dose
Of novocaine
Just one more (repeat)
Twisted inside out and I doubt that I will
Ever find the strength that I can't live without
If I can just turn the scream inside into a dull shout
Maybe that'll give me the chance to get out
(I'm drowning) Haul myself to the shore
Might be able to survive with just one more
Give the world its due and fair share of pain
Take a deep breath and one more dose of novocaine
Ah~ Carry on, carry on
I'll be the one I lean upon
I don't think I feel
Quite right inside and I'm
Not sure what is real
This ethereal tide
Breaking on shores of
A subhuman plane
I'm drowning in an ocean
Of novocaine
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4. |
Proud
03:31
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Do you remember?
Now that you're sixteen
When you held me in your arms and said you love me
I said I'd never be angry
At the things you wanna be
Well now's the time for you to prove yourself to me
There was just one thing
I needed for you to become
For me to be proud of my son
And if you've done that anyone who says
You're wrong, or that you're anything but strong
Will have to answer to me but that's different kind of a song
By now I'm about 40 years out
Looking down the road at how my life turns out
And yeah, there's a good chance
That I couldn't figure out how
to make my kids proud
So right now listen good because
I might not be able to say again
Don't wait for your life to begin
Just dive in and chase your dreams until the end
But wherever you've been or what you've seen
What you believe whether you're king or a queen
I don't care as long as when you see a brother
Or another human being
You love them with a passion
They ain't never ever seen
Are you the one
People look up to
People reach out to
People can count on
Did you amount to someone
People can lean on
Cause you will be there when
Nobody else can
That's the only child
I'll be proud of
One of abounding love
Who stands for peace
And who never gives up
I know that it's a hard road
And a heavy load but follow through
And I will always be proud of you
If you wanna know the truth
When I got the news
That I was gonna be a father
I kinda got the blues
It's true
Always wanted to be a dad
But at the time your mom was all I had
See, we jumped from place to place
Always losing the rat race
And I know I wasn't very good to her
But then there you were
And my whole world changed just like that
And I knew whatever happened I was never looking back
Now V, you're probably around thirteen
The girls are looking cute and the boys are all getting mean
Life might be starting to suck
I know I've been there before
Playground shenanigans become playground wars
Because we're different from the other kids
You and me we got stuff in our heads
It's called brains, son, but don't get a big head
Don't get that from dear ol' dad
If you learn to be humble you'll have what I never had
Which is real friends, dear friends,
Always be here friends,
Go have a beer friends,
Hug you and cheer for you friends
I guess that's all I gotta say
I love you and I hope that someday
You find that thing or that person
That makes you feel the same way
When the world needs you to love it
Never turn it away
And when you have kids, give 'em hugs and say
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Apollo New Milford, Pennsylvania
Contact Apollo at apollomerriwether@gmail.com
Apollo is a furry musician who has
been producing work on and off for about ten years now. Farewell Bright Tomorrow marks his first commercial project, preceeded by his first free album, "Beyond Imagination".
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