Dreams were All that I had to get away Now that my dreams hurt Why can't I seem to stay awake Trashing everything I come across Just to cope with something I didn't know I lost Until I break I've got Something in me exploding out At some point I forgot How to stop being screwed up aloud I can't get these visions outta my head What was sanity is somehow long since dead And I can't stop Doesn't matter What comes after I'm unstoppable I can't stop it 'Til I drop dead 'Cause I'm unstoppable And I'm flaming out so stay out Of the fireball Maybe I can't help but get in the way If I could leave me I'd do it every god damn day Could I be any more out of my mind How can anyone live this tone-deaf and blind I've got to get out Doesn't matter What comes after I'm unstoppable I can't stop it 'Til I drop dead 'Cause I'm unstoppable Once I've starting shattering I will tear the world apart What if I'm not crazy after all What if this is just the start of an odd fall And everything sucks Doesn't matter What comes after I'm unstoppable I can't stop it 'Til I drop dead 'Cause I'm unstoppable Better get out of my way I'm not giving up today Make the god that sees me say Unstoppable

Merrigoround If life is just a thrill ride Then why aren't you screaming I have been on sidewalks with more twists than that The one ride that draws me in has Got to be this boat that we're in Where we just keep going round and round again This is our merrigoround We are stuck on a whirligig No matter how many times we go round I still love you Well I'm deaf but I hear you sing And I'm blind in the morning But I see the sun each time I see your face When I hate myself to death it's Loving you that restores my breath And I rise again to fall down at your side This is our merrigoround We are stuck on a whirligig No matter how many times we go round I still love you And there's one thing that I know And that's you are everything And it's so hard to try to explain Why I'm revolving Revolving The one ride that draws me in has Got to be this boat that we're in Where we just keep going round and round again This is our merrigoround We are stuck on a whirligig No matter how many times we go round I still love you

Please don't leave a mark This feels so old somehow Waiting in the dark I'm getting cold and now There go the colors There goes sensation There go the memories There goes elation Just a little pinch And now it's over Didn't even flinch And I've got closure I think I'm broken And because of it I can't feel a thing anymore I think I love it Don't you understand It doesn't hurt it's All part of the plan I'm sure it's worth it Flatline experience Sunrise of gray I've given my heart a shot Of novocaine Ah~ Carry on, carry on I'll be the one I lean upon Every waking breath Has been absorbed in a Haze that reeks of death It's like the floor is gone I can't believe it It's like I'm flying I wish I could feel what it's like I might be crying Just look at my hands They won't stop shaking I'm Not sure that I can Stop myself breaking Can anyone hear me Inside of my brain I need just one more dose Of novocaine Just one more (repeat) Twisted inside out and I doubt that I will Ever find the strength that I can't live without If I can just turn the scream inside into a dull shout Maybe that'll give me the chance to get out (I'm drowning) Haul myself to the shore Might be able to survive with just one more Give the world its due and fair share of pain Take a deep breath and one more dose of novocaine Ah~ Carry on, carry on I'll be the one I lean upon I don't think I feel Quite right inside and I'm Not sure what is real This ethereal tide Breaking on shores of A subhuman plane I'm drowning in an ocean Of novocaine

Do you remember? Now that you're sixteen When you held me in your arms and said you love me I said I'd never be angry At the things you wanna be Well now's the time for you to prove yourself to me There was just one thing I needed for you to become For me to be proud of my son And if you've done that anyone who says You're wrong, or that you're anything but strong Will have to answer to me but that's different kind of a song By now I'm about 40 years out Looking down the road at how my life turns out And yeah, there's a good chance That I couldn't figure out how to make my kids proud So right now listen good because I might not be able to say again Don't wait for your life to begin Just dive in and chase your dreams until the end But wherever you've been or what you've seen What you believe whether you're king or a queen I don't care as long as when you see a brother Or another human being You love them with a passion They ain't never ever seen Are you the one People look up to People reach out to People can count on Did you amount to someone People can lean on Cause you will be there when Nobody else can That's the only child I'll be proud of One of abounding love Who stands for peace And who never gives up I know that it's a hard road And a heavy load but follow through And I will always be proud of you If you wanna know the truth When I got the news That I was gonna be a father I kinda got the blues It's true Always wanted to be a dad But at the time your mom was all I had See, we jumped from place to place Always losing the rat race And I know I wasn't very good to her But then there you were And my whole world changed just like that And I knew whatever happened I was never looking back Now V, you're probably around thirteen The girls are looking cute and the boys are all getting mean Life might be starting to suck I know I've been there before Playground shenanigans become playground wars Because we're different from the other kids You and me we got stuff in our heads It's called brains, son, but don't get a big head Don't get that from dear ol' dad If you learn to be humble you'll have what I never had Which is real friends, dear friends, Always be here friends, Go have a beer friends, Hug you and cheer for you friends I guess that's all I gotta say I love you and I hope that someday You find that thing or that person That makes you feel the same way When the world needs you to love it Never turn it away And when you have kids, give 'em hugs and say